Lord Jesus Christ let everyone who reads this sentence feel you and understand that you are love.
As you have experienced, Jesus Christ is love and love is a feeling. You can not capture Jesus with your mind you can not describe Him or reason Him. Your soul can become one with Him, your soul can feel Him and when your soul unites with Him every sickness you have is healed, you become perfect because He is perfect.
If I would like to tell you something is, please, at least go to a Christian church every Sunday.
Matthew 10:25: Jesus Christ: "It is enough for students to be like their teachers, and servants like their masters. If the head of the house has been called Beelzebul, how much more the members of his household!"
To my American brothers: Nobody wants to be watched. Please, stop watching me. Make those who watch me and intervene in my personal affairs stop.
To my British brothers: Nobody wants to be watched. Please, stop watching me and stop intervening in my personal affairs.